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I'm upset but why are you not upset?

"I don't understand you." A sweep of fury had already destroyed my calm. I played the victim and pitied myself. Slowly, the fumes had leaked out and blurred everyone's sight. The whole world had to know that I was upset. I was trapped in my circle of thoughts which made so much sense to me, gave me so many reasons to be angry.  It confused me to find that a huge part of my world didn't resonate with my anger. What was it that shook me, tore me, and upset me? Why do you only understand but not empathize? Does it not ring an alarm for you? Does it sound too silly to be affected? Whatever it is, I'm confused. I thought we were in sync. Our worlds have to be aligned. Why won't you come over? It's too late for me to go now. I trace back my thoughts to find the source of anger. To relay the source and initiate the fire in the other world. But it doesn't work. Why does it not work? Why am I crying while you are laughing? Now I'm a fool who doesn...